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So, I doubt anyone actually remembers me, but I'm back on deviantart with a new tablet! So I'm excited ^_^

Let's start with just the basics then
I'm sure that we could fake it when
It's time to say how much it meant
And we walk out so innocent

You can be so persuasive
When you say it's
More than a day trip
And convince me
I'm condescending
When I ask, "Will this be ending?"
How quickly lust can pretend that it's love

We're just the boys and girls that think they always know
With answers for the world
The ambiguity shows
We're just the boys and girls that dance with all their clothes
(we are the boys and the girls)
Hiding under the sheets
Believing nobody knows

All the suspense
That we've created
Now it's wasted
And we can't change it
The beginning to the ending
I find myself remembering

How quickly lust can pretend it's love
Designing words to help us believe
It's so much more than just tonight
So we have got to get this right
How quickly words can become our hands (you want it more, you want it more)
Resigning everything we believe (you want it more, you want it...)
You want it, you want it
More

We're just the boys and girls that think they always know
(we are the boys and the girls)
With answers for the world
The ambiguity shows
We're just the boys and girls that dance with all their clothes
(we are the boys and the girls)
Hiding under the sheets
Believing nobody knows

You could be the one to stay
Made from earth for just this day
But something tells me it's not right
That we could lose it all tonight
I'm no better on my own
Leave the message on your phone
Always trying what I can to be a child and not a man

We're just the boys and girls that think they always know (we are the boys and the girls)
With answers for the world
The ambiguity shows
We're just the boys and girls that dance with all their clothes (we are the boys and the girls)
Hiding under the sheets
Believing nobody knows

My hands across your clothes (my hands across your clothes)
And me with (all the plans)
(Something I'll be)
To keep us boys and girls (to keep us boys and girls)
Another woman and man
(So that I won't always lose)

Oh em gee. School is starting in uhh, 4 days? Wtf?!

Yeah. I'm nervous obviously. But I'm also pumped. Whooo... DEEP BREATHS!!!


Anyway. I am going back to Nekos, mebbe. I made a new character and he's a sexy beast. Ahem... well, I like him


And uhh, yeah! I'll be uploading some random stuffs if I draw anything this weekend, mostly gonna be working on homework and crap. Whoopdeedoo.

I'm really confused right now. I have a lot of mixed emotions in my head, due to various reasons. School is coming soon, which is making me increasingly nervous and anxious about what is to come. I'm going to have to make another first impression and find my way around without my safety blanket (my best friend who goes to another school now). I'm also extremely lonely and yearning for some sort of companionship. Unfortunately I'm never the one to get any, considering the fact that my social skills are in the shitter. -_- I despise being young and I simply want to grow up; I know everyone says that they should cherish their youth, but I simply don't enjoy being naive and oblivious to the delights of the world around me. I want to experience things. I want to be rational. I want to have responsibility and become an independent person, another human being leaving their footprints on this earth. I resent being shackled by my age, being forced to communicate with other ignorant teens who spend their time discussing frivolous topics, acting on impulse, lacking respect....


I'm not full of hate for the youth, of course. This is an essential part of life. Only from my childhood may I evolve into a wise and able adult, but sometimes I can't wait any longer.

Well, the title says it all. I am utterly exhausted and feel as if I have been sleeping for the past 3 days. Maybe I have. It's an odd thing when you feel so mentally and physically out of touch with yourself to the point of barely existing--I feel like a body being jerked around, responding with languid and feeble movements, resisting the commands from my brain to wake up. Whatever, I will have to get out of my sluggish state eventually.

Anyway -- I am hoping of drawing a new picture today. Another anthro for sure. I am very excited about my birthday coming up, because I have requested getting real inking pens and a set of markers so I can properly color my drawings. I think it would definitely add some oomph to my now rather bleak and dull pencil work.